The first time I saw your face
I was blown away without a trace
I felt so alone on a busy street
when you passed me by
I felt my feet melt away
Melt away

I pray to God I could meet
Someone like the boy I'd just seen
Someone that could stop me dead
Someone that could spin around in my head all day
In my head all day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

That night I saw him again
It was the first time I touched his hand
He made me feel so warm
We talked all night 'til the dawn came our way
Til the dawn came our way

But the timing was all wrong
When I met the one I should've known
Instead I walked away leaving behind my destiny on that day
My destiny on that day

Someday I will fly with you
Someday I will fly with you

But I still see his face
In my mind it's the only place
And we will meet again
And I will touch your hand again on that day
Your hand again on that day

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I know I am supposed to be working on my writcom essay but as usual, I am procrastinating.

My parents went for the teacher-meet-parents thing at school today. They seem OK so I guess it didn't go too badly. Apparently all the teachers think I am an O.K. kid. Shirlyn Toh also thinks I talk a lot at school and my dad went, 'Are we talking about the same kid?' Ha! That's what you get when you see your child on a regular basis for maybe 8 out of 17 years.

I'm still having the stomach pain thing. Ahhhhh. But it's not as bad as a few days ago so I should be O.K.

Anyway I got tagged by Kylene to do some quiz thing. Oh well anything to procrastinate.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Depends on the extent of the betrayal. If it is still acceptable for me, I would talk things out with him and see whether we could still be together. But if he went overboard I would summon all my dark-eyed, wild-haired ancestors' ghosts and let them deal with him. No. But I would attempt to castrate him. And make revenge on him my number one mission until I'm happy. You see, don't get mad, get even!

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
I have many dreams, each with a different scenario and ending and I can't bring myself to choose one! But I would want to be happy for the rest of my life, complete with world peace and no more environmental issues. Also that animals would never be put down just because they think there is no place for them. And also I would find my soulmate, my one true love. There are many people in the world and keeping my eyes peeled for him is tiring so it would be easier if he just walked up to me and tapped me on the shoulder and tell me, 'Here I am!' and then we could live happily ever after and save all the dolphins. And I also may not know if he is my one true love. Sadly. Because as you know my life is a black comedy according to blogthings and it would be just like that.

3. What would your dream wedding be like?
Something unusual (but not too unusual!), something romantic, something awe-inspiring and grand. Maybe a wedding in a 15th century castle in Scotland, overlooking the Loch Ness. Or I could go with one in Tuscany, Italy. Wait, anywhere in Italy is fine with me. I would have an elegant, white dress. Not too frilly or ribbony. It doesn't need to have many guests there. Just the people who love me and I love best and I would be happy enough. And also the guy I'm marrying has to be my one and only and only only one. I'm not one for divorces, see.

4. Are you confused to what lies ahead of you?
Oui, oui! Because I don't even know what lies behind me. Life's a mystery and I don't know who I am. And you forget that I am impulsive. I could live to become a grand old dame of 80, or I could die of appendicitis in a couple of months.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
He doesn't need to be like me in every aspect... But it would be great if we had something in common because I get tired of arguments. When I see him for the first time, there has to be a sort of connection, a spark, or I would never notice him for as long as I live. He has to be good-looking, hygienic, clean-shaven, kind, charismatic and understand me. He also has to be responsible I guess, because people have always taken care of me and I get pretty lost sometimes. He has to have a great sense of humour because I need people to make me laugh. But not overly sarcastic because I'd wonder what he's trying to prove. If you have any more questions, why not refer to the song 'How to Touch a Girl' by Jojo? She says it all for the girls, anyway.

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
The greatest thing you'd ever learn...is how to love and be loved at the same time.

But if I had to pick one, being loved by someone. Haha! I'm evil that way.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Wait, do you mean like for them to agree to have sex with you? If that be the case, as long as it takes because if I love them I don't need lust. But if you mean waiting for them to appear, then I don't know. I may get tired eventually.

8. If the person you like is attached, what would you do?
Too bad for the girl! I'll snatch him away! No, I'm kidding. I would accept it and move on. Can't do nothing.

9. Is there something that has made you unhappy over the past few days?
You should ask, somethings. For one, the sheer amount of work due. Then comes the stomach thing. Then comes dry hair. There are more but it would take ages. But I am not depressed. It is possible to be happy and deal with unhappy things at the same time.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Uh.

11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I prefer not to think about it. I don't want to give myself expectations and false hopes. I'll get bitterly disappointed if they don't come true.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My besties at school, besties from sec school, my dog, my sister.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A pink-lover. Haha! Good at public speaking and is cute! Muahahha

14. Would you rather be rich and single or poor and married?
Poor and married? You can always earn money and the economy is always changing... but love comes aknockin' maybe once. Though yes, my love will have to do even more household chores than me.

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
I wake up.

Then I press the snooze button.

Then I fall asleep again.

Then I wake up. Get up. Curse if the sky is dark blue.

16. Will you give all in a relationship?
Depends on who. And they don't need to know what's my all.

17. If you fall in love with two people silmultaneously, which one would you pick?
Whoever feels more right. But I doubt I could fall in love with two. I have admirable will-power over myself which is why you don't see me breaking into hysterical laughter when someone mentions 'balls', or see me running around the zoo with helium balloons tied to my wrists.

18. What type of friends do you like?
Funny ones! They have to be good to talk to or find topics. They must like shopping. Hahaha.

19. What types of friends do you dislike?
Hmmm. People who use me. Or nod their head at everything I say and do whatever I command them to without dissent. Or backstabbers. Fake friends. People who always show off. People who try to force me to do things against my will - uh watch out! I have rage blackouts. Extremely shallow, superficial people.

i thought the world of you
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